Confessions of a.....: January 2006

Confessions of a.....

gamer-chick, tom-boy, artist, poet, hopeless-romantic, and much more.

Saturday, January 07, 2006

No more monkeys jumping on the bed

So I finally have compentant doctor. I have had many doctors that were complete and total morons. My doctor looked and my lab work and said my cholesterol is to high for a person my age (25). So I have to go on a low fat, low calorie diet. One of my friends asked me if that would be boring. I wouldn't be able to enjoy a lot of the foods I like. But I look at it this way. I can discover so many different recipes, I think it will be neat.

One good thing is no more fast food restaurants. Not like I actually liked the food they served just because of convience. Usually my breakfasts and lunches during my work week consisted of fast food, but now I will have to change that. Which is a good thing. One thing I want to learn is how to make Mexican food but lower calorie and no cholesterol. The internet is a wonderful place that probably has some ideas on recipes. One good thing about all of this is that I will lose weight. That's always a good thing right? And because my doctor told me to it will be easier.

posted by Kristin Michael @ 11:54 AM 0 comments

Monday, January 02, 2006

Not So Much

While looking for something to write about today, I finally came around this 2005's Most Annoying Phrases. For those who don't want to click the link here they are:

Words Lake Superior State has banished "for mis-use,
over-use and general uselessness":

Surreal
Hunker down
Person of interest
Community of learners
Up-or-down vote
Breaking news
Designer breed
FEMA
First-time caller
Pass the savings on to you!
97% fat-free
An accident that didn't have to happen
Junk science
Git-r-done
Dawg
Talking points
Holiday tree

Now, some of these I never heard, like; "Up-or-down vote" and "Community of learners". Community of learners? What the hell is that? Is it school go-ers? Who knows. I will have to agree with "Holiday Tree" and "Git-r-done". I live in Florida, I have been hearing that for more years then Larry the Cable guy has been saying it. Again, because of Florida, I've heard "Hunker Down" to many times. The outstanding people us Floridians are created a drinking game in which ever time you heard "Hunker Down", you take a drink. I would be drunk ten minutes into the weather broadcast. (It probably didn't help that I was switching channels so much).

"Holiday Tree" is a price of crap. It is a fucking Christmas Tree. And you know how I know that? During Hanukkah, you do not put up a tree and decorated it. Its not part of tradition. If we are going to call it a "Holiday Tree" Then we will call the Menorah a "Holiday Candle holder" I'm not taking anything from the Jewish faith, I am just trying to make a point. America needs to learn to be less politically correct. Its ruining what this country was formed on. But I guess thats another blog entry. Most of these other sayings, I could care less about. Its most likely because I don't hear them as much, as I really don't listen to talk radio, or watch TV.

posted by Kristin Michael @ 1:31 PM 0 comments

Sunday, January 01, 2006

Never drink Alcohol while PMSing

So last night, New Years Eve. I don't usually do anything, except maybe go over to a friend's house. This morning I had to be at work at 10:00 am , so I decide just to hang out at home. Right now I'm living back hat home partly to save money, partly to help my family out. So I was alone until about 11:00 pm. My mom came home about 11:15, and I was talking to her, then it happened, nervous break down time. I talked about how I repress my feeling, how I'm depressed, I don't feel like I'm good enough. It was decided that I need to move out, but not till I get help. I will probably start seeing a therapist this month, and start the progression to move forward in my life.

I don't think anything traumatic happened in my life. I think one day I just started repressing my feelings of love and anger. I don't know why. My friends call me cold hearted because it's hard for me to cry in a movie. Well, it is true; I find it very hard to cry in a movie. But there are sometimes I bawl like a baby. Like when going to Disney and watching as parade, or a fireworks show. I don't know its weird.

Repressing my feelings has always affected my relationships, or lack there of. I now feel bad for my ex, Justin. He tried, I just couldn't show him. I don't think I was ever in love with him. But I pretended because that's what I was supposed to feel, but honestly I don't know what I was feeling at all. The main question is do I know what love is at all. I mean I love my friends, and I love my parents. But love where I love a man, to where I want to be with him? I don't know if I've ever felt that. My father, and my grandfather, and my brothers, I love. But I don't know if I ever was shown love by them, which could also be why I don't show love. I love my guy friends. But I don't know to what extent. I guess that the therapist will go over all of that.

posted by Kristin Michael @ 11:35 AM 0 comments

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