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gamer-chick, tom-boy, artist, poet, hopeless-romantic, and much more.
| Saturday, December 31, 2005 |
| And to wrap it up... |
So the end of 2005, what has the year shown me? Let me think about that. In one year I started a new position at my company, and got promoted about 9 months later. So I would say that was good.
I meet someone who totally made me look at what type of guy I really want. I always thought it would be someone like him. He was spontaneous, smart, talkative, and funny. But I realized something. You can have everything that you want in someone and still don't want them. Because it's not about those four things. There is a deeper personality that I have yet to discover. Or maybe, I'm the type of person that is hard to please and will never be happy with anyone I find. (I could go to therapy for that).
I realized that President Bush is one of the most idiotic presidents that we have ever had. That idiocy has led me to stop watching the news. Not only because of President Bush, of all politicians. I love how they say "He is just playing politics". What the fuck? Of course Politicians play politics. That is what they are supposed to do.
I have lessened my TV watching. I only watch about 2 hours a week. If at the most I watch 3. I have to love my DVR (digital video recorder) I record the three shows I watch then watch it all when I have time, or make the time. I found myself buying a lot less crap. I just can't even really stand TV anymore. They have like 20 shows that are crime related with all a different twist on them. Because instead of creating something new the producers are just followers. If something is popular, then they all copy that. I mean give me some variety!
I don't listen to any new music; again because I really just don't like the direction it's going in. I have resorted to going back to Ska and punk. Mostly the old stuff. I didn't get much into it when I was younger, so I'm discovering a lot of awesome bands and groups. The radio is just ridiculous, it is all owned by Clear Channel, and plays more commercials then actual songs. So yeah I'm done with that too. But I will tell you one thing, I do want an IPod. (I'm not totally commercial things)
That is just a summery of that happened last year. So what is in store for 2006? Will I find love? Will I exercise more? Will I keep my blog updated? I don't make resolutions, who really keeps them? |
posted by Kristin Michael @ 2:14 PM   |
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| Friday, December 30, 2005 |
| Another poem |
This is one from my one and only love. I just found out he moved back to the city where I live. Part of me wonders if he is married, or single. I never had a really ending with him, and part of me does. Just so I can finally get over him and maybe have a relationship with out wondering if I was missing out on something.
Perfect
You walk in the door
Its been so long
I notice the way you walk
That's what attracted me to you
It's perfect
Just like you
Every inch shows no mistake
But I am not so perfect
And I don't know if you'll understand
I have a shaded past
But I have changed inside and out
I want you to see me the way I am now
I want to be with you
You could help me be
The way I yearn to be
I want to be
I want you to see
I need you to
Complete me
I will wait for the day
When we can be together
Maybe over time I can be perfect
So I can be with you |
| posted by Kristin Michael @ 10:27 PM |
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| Old Poem |
I wrote this poem right out of high school. I think it kinda sucks now.. well kinda lame. I think I am going to post some more... If I find them. I have one really good one about suicide, but I really wasn't going to commit sucide. I'm not that kind of person.
Before
Take me on a magic carpet ride
Before the magic dies
Walk hand and hand with me on beaches
Before the water dries
Spend the night with me
Before you leave me
Look into my eyes deeply
Before they are a memory
Touch me softly with you strong hands
Before I long for them again
Kiss me with you love
Before the night ends
Hold me tight, next to you
Before you have to let go
Say you love me
Before you break my heart
*edit - put in was instead of wasn't |
| posted by Kristin Michael @ 10:07 PM |
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| Saturday, December 24, 2005 |
| A little update |
| So where have I been some might say. I have been sucked into a vitrual world. With Nightelves, Orcs, Gnomes, Trolls, Dwarves, Tauren, Humans, and the Undead. Yes, World of Warcraft. This game easily pulled me in with the promise of taking me to new worlds. Have I been taken to new worlds? Well, yes, kind of. The game might have not been that bad if I didn't use it as an escape from reality (which I've been needing), without taking illegal drugs. I hear what you are saying "Everybody needs social interaction." Thats exactly what I got! I've meet people from all of the country with the same personality as I have, so it makes it harder to quit the game. I enjoy talking with them and joking around. Now you say "Talking, you mean typing in a chatroom, right" No!!! actually talking. The internet is a wonderful place where you can download a program and have voice chat. Its so weird, in the 3 months I have been playing I have formed a strange relationship with these people where it seems like we have been friends forever. Yes, I still go out with my RL (Real life) friends. I guess some people just need an outlet sometimes, and this is mine. I guess that will be done with this one soon. Fads pass easily. I want to come back to this fad as I enjoy this as well. |
| posted by Kristin Michael @ 7:07 PM |
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